MY LOVE
by Biggi

.script by Mirelle.

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"I'm holding on forever, reaching for a love that seems so far..." He was listening to it again, like almost every day since it happened three months ago. He still couldn't believe why she had done it. Everything seemed to be so normal. Until that special day three months ago.

Flashback

"Do you want to come to the pub tonight with us, ?" asked the best friend of his girlfriend, . "Aww, that's nice of you , but I rather go to sleep early tonight. I still have a hangover from last night." she answered in her typical happy way. She always seemed to be so happy but also knew that something deep inside of her was hurting. mentioned something like that to him. Even though he didn't know what it was he felt sorry for her. "Ok. Do you need any painkillers? I'm pretty sure has some at home. I could bring them to you." he offered. The haired girl in front of him looked at him with her beautiful eyes. She was like a sister for him but he just couldn't understand why she didn't have had a boyfriend so far. "That would be great, . Thanks. See you later." She stepped into the elevator which brought her to the floor her room was in. She really enjoyed staying in that hotel. It was so posh and as a bonus she was in London together with her best friend and her favorite band Westlife. But also the other girls where there. , and also became great friends ot her. A highlight of the trip was definitely the concert in Wembley the night before. After that they all went out partying till the early hours. Life couldn't be better, could it? A few moments later she heard a knock at her door. It was . He brought her the painkillers as promised. "Here you go. I hope that are the right ones. wasn't at home as I picked them up." He assured himself. "Yeah, that are the right ones." confirmed. She really liked but at the moment she just wanted to be alone. "Well, I'm going now. You should lay down and rest. You look awful, babe." He said before placing a kiss on her forehead and leaving the room. only nodded in response. After closing the door behind him, she opened the Mini bar to look for something to swallow the pills with. Soon finding the right bottle she took the pills brought her and downed them together with the whole bottle she found. Tears were forming in her eyes as she laid down to sleep.
Realising that he forgot his car keys in 's room, he returned to the reception and asked for a spare key. He didn't want to disturb her as she looked like she needed rest. ", it's only me!" He said while opening the door. Nothing could have prepared him for the sight he was greated with. All the painkillers were gone and and an empty wodka bottle, which was lying next to her bed, was everything he needed to see. Quickly calling the reception that he needed an ambulance, he also checked her pulse which was weak but still there. 'At least she is still alive.' he thought. But he wasn't relieved until the paramedics told him that she had a chance to survive. It was not before they were at the hospital and the only thing could do was waiting, as he remembered that no one else knew what happened. Just in this moment his mobile was ringing. "Yes?" he answered. "! Where the hell are you? We've been waiting for you for almost an hour now!" a very angry yelled through the phone. "I'm sorry but... but..." was everything could say before breaking down in tears. Suddenly reality hit him. tried to kill herself. The girl he loved like his own sister. "Oh my god! ! What happened? Why are you crying?" knew him long enough to know that something really bad must have happened. The last time his friend was crying was as Bryan left Westlife. couldn't answer as he was still crying his heart out. Luckily a nurse came by and took his cell and informed where was and asked him to come over. After hanging up she tried to calm down which hardly worked as he shut the whole world out. He also didn't notice , and the others arriving. Only as hugged him he looked in her eyes and said "". That was all needed to know. She hold him so that he could cry on her shoulder. She knew that he needed that now. "What happened?" asked worried just before the doctor entered the room. "Are you here for Ms. ?" nodded. "How is she?" asked dreading the answer. "Well, we could stabilize her" the doctor explained. "But?" knew that something else was coming. "She is in a coma right now but we can't say whether she is waking up again. I'm sorry."

Flashback End

All that happened three months ago. was still in coma, broke up with as they both realised that they had feelings for someone else. During the last months he spent every free minute at 's side in the hospital praying that she would wake up some day. Nobody, not even the boys, knew that he cried himself to sleep every night. That he wanted to cry every time they sang 'My Love' as this song descriped how he felt about her. Yes, after she tried to kill herself he finally discovered that there was more he felt than he wanted to admit. But now maybe it was too late, maybe she would never wake up again. He hadn't told anyone about his feelings for her. Only knew. She always was able to read him like a book. He now was in his hotel room in Melbourne packing. Tonight would be the last night of their Australian Tour and he wanted to fly back straight after the show. Back to London, back to her. He knew that he was going to do that as long as it would take her to wake up. Maybe only a few weeks, maybe months, or even years. He would be there for her. Because she was 'his love'.

The End